Back in August, Chris was let go at his job. Since then, we have been praying and waiting for God to provide a new one. It's been a very difficult time in the wilderness, but we've weathered this before. This is the fifth time we have been through this since the lock-down in 2020.
In
the midst of this, we have also dealt with two vehicular incidents just
five days apart (our insurance
is probably wondering what in the world is going on with us considering we have had to use the roadside assistance for towing TWICE in less than a week!). First, my daughter hit a deer on the way to work (praise God she was unharmed). Also, the van is clearly the R2-D2 of vehicles and is still fixable after countless mishaps. Five days later, she ran over something sharp that punctured one of my husband's tires on the Flex (which had been needing a couple new tires anyways). Thankfully, Chris and Uncle Frank (praise God for Uncle Frank!) were able to get the Flex up and running again; and are still working on the van. It really took some hard effort to put the tires and the much needed new shocks on the Flex before getting it to the tire shop for the alignment.
is probably wondering what in the world is going on with us considering we have had to use the roadside assistance for towing TWICE in less than a week!). First, my daughter hit a deer on the way to work (praise God she was unharmed). Also, the van is clearly the R2-D2 of vehicles and is still fixable after countless mishaps. Five days later, she ran over something sharp that punctured one of my husband's tires on the Flex (which had been needing a couple new tires anyways). Thankfully, Chris and Uncle Frank (praise God for Uncle Frank!) were able to get the Flex up and running again; and are still working on the van. It really took some hard effort to put the tires and the much needed new shocks on the Flex before getting it to the tire shop for the alignment.
I can't
say enough about how thankful I am that my baby is ok because both
incidents could have been so much worse. I am also immensely grateful
for Uncle Frank and how he has always been someone we can count on in
situations like this. But, more than that, I know that I can count on
God for our daily bread. If that's the one thing that I'm being assured
of in these past few months, it's that undeniable truth. Every time I
start to slip into an Israelite mentality of wanting to gather and
prepare for more than I need for the day, He reminds me not to be afraid
and that I'm worth more than many sparrows (Matthew 10:31). As long as
you remember who God is and that He will give you what you need for
TODAY, you won't worry about tomorrow. All my "what ifs" and worries are
settled every time He says, "Do you have what you need for TODAY?" I
always have to admit that yes, my needs for the day have been met.
"Daily bread, Melissa," he says. Daily bread.
As
I have written about before, it's been crucial for me to reflect on all
the past "manna moments" to remind myself that God is faithful. He has
provided for me every day in the past and I can look back on it all and
see how my God did not fail; and that's the story I'll continue to tell.
I know that He will continue to give me the miracle of manna every day
and that it will always be enough. Though, like I recently read in Lysa
Terkeurst's book (Forgiving What You Can't Forget), it's easy to forget
about the best bread that we truly need. Yes, we need the physical bread
and provisions of life. Yes, we often need those miraculous moments of
the miracle manna. But, we ALWAYS need Jesus; THE bread of life (John 6:35). There's nothing quite like a wilderness test to remind you that
no one lives on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth
of God (Matthew 4:4). Jesus was tested with it, and that was His
response when the devil tried to get him to focus on His physical needs.
I'm sharing this now because I was
reminded of this while praying earlier tonight. My emotions had been
stirred up a lot today for various reasons; one of them being this whole
waiting for the job thing. Given that the election is just two days
away, we have been aware of the fact that many places are probably
waiting to see what happens on Tuesday before they make hiring
decisions. Without wanting to put too much hope in something as
short-sighted as elections, I just simply said "I just want some good
news." He said to me, "I AM the Good News!" Read that again and think on
it for a few moments.
As I thought about
that response, I thought about the disciples. The Good News that Jesus
kept telling them about often went right over their heads because they
were hoping for Jesus to change their own Kingdom instead of receiving
and building His. Just like I wrote about in my "Obama is Covered in Chinese Food" post in 2008, the Kingdom of Heaven is STILL here and
STILL advancing every day! We must not be short-sighted! No matter what
happens to help/hurt our nation (and the nations of the world), Christ
is STILL King. He always has been and always will be and His Kingdom HAS
NO END (Luke 1:33). No matter what happens, we can be content with
little or with much; because we can do ALL THINGS through Christ who
strengthens us (Philippians 4:11-13). This world isn't all there is! Be
GLAD of that! That truly is Good News! All of this is temporary and
we're going to make it because Christ has overcome the world (John 16:33). So, don't let your hearts be troubled!
Let
us keep our eyes fixed on Christ and spread hope. It's no accident that
that has been my word for this year. I knew that getting that word
would likely mean that this year would be trying, because hope comes at
the end of all the testing and persevering (Romans 5:3-5). He is the
hope that never disappoints because He is faithful! This hope is a
priceless treasure that lives in our hearts and we will not be crushed,
abandoned, or destroyed (2 Corinthians 4:7-9) Through all the fiery
trials and testing, we are being refined and He is going through that
fire with us (1 Peter 1:7, Isaiah 48:10, Daniel 3:25).